Where is all the good tution centres??

It is all fully booked.

tml,prelim 1,marks the feeling of excitement n anxiety. How cool!

Gosh,5 more months,APPLE, MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!

I am happy,because i am living in Singapore,n i own my life. Woman who can get educations,wear beautiful clothes,has wonderful parents n friends.

Life is as simple n as beautiful,if you want it that way.

Although many of the times, negative thoughts comes bumping in when obstacles arises,n i starts to complain,i noe by the end of the day,i can change what i need to response to yield win-win results.not perfect,but i noe i did my best.And i deserve my smile.

In life,you meet valued ppl which i truefully appreciate n invalued ppl. Ppl tell lies to mask their actions to try to mainupulate others in their favour.While,i wld say,these actions are meant for really wise mind ppl to do. Some ppl who dont, invalues themself more,n what you do is what ppl see. In the long run,ppl got eyes to see,got brains to think.

And i noe very well in my life,who has been great trueful friends to me, n who hasnt been. I am not afraid of anything,because the biggest challenge in my world,is only myself,because i take personal responsibilities.Be fake to others,n that is what you get.Be real to ppl n thats what you get also.What you want is what you do.

I only acknowledge friends with true inner beauty,because that's how i am brought up. Of course i am not the 100% angelic righteouness girl,at times what you call the 7 deadly sins evolve ard me.But i always try to keep it at the most minimal level,cause i noe it is not going to solve problems,it is not going to bring happiniess n true appreciation in life.

In conclusion,i lyk the good in life.as it makes my world beautiful,the bad in life,because it is like a stepping stone to pick up skills along the fall that makes one grow wiser instantaneously.

BOO~

Wat has been happening for the past few months in my life?

Studying as much as my brain can sponge in.finding tution centres to brush up the maturitry standards of my subjects that the demanding A levels require. Making new friends when i dint get to when i use to be so busy in other things in my life. Missing Hui min n Gerlaine,as they use to be so by my side,i definitely love them. helping out my sis at a flea, n looking at pretty livejournal babes sweeping ard homeclub for the best bargain.Looking out for nice jumpsuites.Bugging miss hong to get me subsidise for referee course,haha! Eatting n fattening up,den compensate by gyming n cursing myself-the vicious cycle. Why is food such a temptation?.Reading my new book. Thinking of ways to force my whole family out for running every sunday(my mum is just lazy). Gyming occasionally in sch,cause is free la.

She is tip-toeing!! Humph.

I am just browsing through folders, n laughing at my old photos. ya i noe,my failed rebonded kanna sai hair.hahaha! is so fun to put it up for a laugh. Here it comes:

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hahaha,exclusive ones are coming up...

OMG!!yr1??

"Lenice,where r you??......"

den i realise not only i had the rebonded hair, ex coach sean also had. hahahahaha~oh,tt was "lao lao" yr 2 bday.

 so girls,always cut the right hair,or you'll be sorry:(( haha.

let's see more photos of the past.I decided to go for extention aft the long painful wait,n somemore "in the trend" ma! but is damn unnatural feeling,i'll nvr do it again unless u pay me a thousand dollars.jeezzzzz..

 <--in conclusion, HAIR IS IMPT!!

 Cant believe the pose is still the same.

Apple enjoys taking care of herself n people around her:00

It is gonna be a miserable day for me tmr:((

I am probably going to get dentention because i was late last fri n i hav forgotten to sign out at 6pm,ya tt's my fault of course to forget the sch rule. But last friday I was late because there was an accident at Lornie,like it anot,my father n me hav to stuck in the van for a longer time. N naturally i reached sch late,i was asking this teacher:" Mdm _ _ _ is there a way i can appeal,because i was late due to an accident at......." N she replied:" There's road jamming n accident everyday,give me yr card?!"... I was furious of course,but what can i do,i dont set the unresonable rules of only to be allowed to be late 5 times a year,n despite the sch is known as a centralised institute,it is still at another end of Singapore from my home. N what can dogs do? They hav to aft all follow their masters' instruction too,or they suffer.

As much as i lyk my frens,teachers,class,vball in sch. I cant help it but to grow a detest towards the sch itself aft 2 yrs,n i cant wait for the time to get out. The unresonable rules,which aft so long created bullshit culture, good teachers get transferred away,unreasonable rules. I am angry because i am going to get turn away from lessons tml, n tml is a long day tt consist of all the subjects,i feel really miserable,as much as i wan to study,i cant.

Nonsence sch with nonsence rules,my instinct do not absorb the information tt i am wrong n i shld reflect,what makes me persistent to step in these hateful area is the ppl,not everyone of course. The sch itself sucks, bad words is just running through my heads now because i feel upset of not being able to attend lessons tml.

I ask myself what can i do now? so i tell myself the best thing i could do is plan out a timetable of what to self-study tml! But one side of my brain is telling me tt i am going to miss out new topics taught tml,n i feel lyk dying. Dragging myself to sch everyday is to learnt things from teachers,n travelling back 1hr30 mins is SICK!!but now i am deny of this chance,because i was not at fault of being late.

At the end of the day, i am still going to say,the sch did not culture useful skills in students,because 70% of it sucks Big time. You can say i am not strong enough to adapt to the sch culture,but why shld i?,when it is totally bullshit.

Enough of ranting to remove the unnecessary frustration in me.The world is still evolving:)

First week of school has just passed,sch time-table do look pleasant with 3 subjects taken away. I really do hope my H1 results will be a decent one.

I am feeling abit more tone down in class,as usual, because listening to the lesson is impt,but i do feel my buddy,Gerlaine is missing. No magazines sharing, n funny gossips:( But everyone sure rmb her 'chin on nike water bottle sleeping' pose. haha~

Right,vball is good! as i have to be at my 150% energectic mode for being the Mother of the team. I learned great skills in handling different task or probelms that comes along.

Pe is boring,the dreadful 2.4 n standing broadjump training to help us pass our nafa.Though it is a goodway to train my physical,but i dont really lyk running on the track.

Sch food is brilliant to me,is not expensive n their fruits come in great range.

Life is back to sch n notes,is great!but i just dont lyk the travelling business,shall not whine abt tt since i hav alr whine abt it whenever ppl ask me where i stay! Somehow i wish i am Harry potter,having the powder thingy tt when u throw inside the chimney n chant something, it'll bring you to yr destination. :"Bring me to Millennia institute assemble ground" n BANG i vanish from my home!!

Some fruits has been hating me,n hate tagging my picture at a few ppl blogs(i hav seen it)!! By the way,whatever yr intention or u have any unhappy issues with me,u can always channel it in a 'less self-destructive' way,cause by the end of the day,u suffer. Fistly, by unrightfully using my picture and abusing it.I can definitely sue u n better still if u r a student,it wont be nice if i inform the sch, u better be an adult n be responsible for what you did. And Secondly,it shows how much insecurities u hav,because by the end of the day,u dont get me hurt because i noe my stuff. I may not be yr pretty thin girl, but i lyk myself. Dont you just see it,if i were to come in peace with my body,no longer any thing else in the world is going to hav an impact on how i feel:)). yup,i do whine abt such stuff,because i am aft all -a girl, we look at magazines!

By the way being angsty doesnt solve problems,i hope you manage it well, n thanks for posting one of my picture that i think i look slim in!